I have so much to be thankful for, I have so much that so many others dream about. Yet, I lay awake at night contemplating all that I don't have and all that is wrong.
Am I simply one of those people who is never satisfied no matter how much he has?
It is the dead of winter now. I am looking forward to having a wonderful spring and summer. Sunny days are ahead. I have good friends and I have many exciting things to do in the future. It's true that some people really piss me off, some people I would rather not ever see again. They exist and I cannot change that. Their memories exist.
I kind of wish I could forget about my past because some of it is too painful.
Look toward the bright side. I eliminated one of my biggest sources of depression over a year ago. I will never again feel trapped the way I did all those years. Good times are ahead.